jessawynn, i can't even begin to explain how much i miss you. How much i need you. My words have run out, i sware to god i've been trying so hard, but i'm not going anywhere. I feel that theres nothing i can do except sit and wait. But what am i waiting for? It seems as if everyone who actually meant something to me hates me now. I still don't understand. I just can't wrap my head around it. I wonder what will happen to me. I love you and miss you. I hope your doing better than me.
such beautiful heartache,